I only realize what I want when I don't have it anymore .

oh , so i guess its time to update my blog , yeah , haha i know its been very long but as you can see im very busy and lazy with my blog, like im a human too , and a very lazy one hehe,

im getting very fucked up thanks to chinese, i dont even know how to write the stupid shit words

they get so hard everytime! im suppose to write a compo and guess what? i notice i have alot of words that i dont know how to write like wtf! why is chinese getting so hard , its like i totally lost contact with it already ! you know i actually stop writing my compo just to update my blog? you readers must be gald and tag man !

life's is so the same these days, its always school >out>home or school >home.

i want my holidays man, mid years are coming and i wanna work hard for my studies but

you know what? im lazy and i guess laziness caught up with me? HEHE ,

mum asked me if i dont know how to write the chinese compo i should ask her for help

and as you know im smart so i told her if i dont know how to write i will write it in english HAHA

then she reprimarded me LOLOL, wtf , there's chinese test tomorrow gonna so flunk it like yeah.LOL .

you know i really feel like ending my chinese compo now but its dam dam stupid because i dont know what im writing about too, and so i should let it rot LOL, anyway i need to do my chinese compo alr if not gg alr , be gald that at least i remember to post today LOL , OKAY :B bye off to stress myself out again HAHA, !