Javier koh jun kai,

dear diary,

today or shall i say yesterday, kai's gone , someone gone again,
slowly slowly everyone is gonna leave me? am sick of that life,
because he was there for me when i was angry/happy/sad,
so god your gonna take him away frm me life?
hahaha, this a joke ,
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even thou, i know myself this is part of growing up, losing and
gaining friends, knowing im gonna lose people more, knowing
about it, i rather not grow up, i rather be me now..
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kai,
remember how we met? :D im sure you do,
remember how the pro, helped you with love?
remember how i make you laugh when your angry :x
remember how you tell me krad's thingy HAHAHA
remember how we badmouth about people :x

remember how you WANTS TO try to be krad HAHHA
im gonna miss all this, seriously,
who can i turn to now ? :B javier koh jun wei,
you will always be in my heart as my dearest bro (L)
remember to come back more okay D: , i cried yesterday,
because of the news i found out, its just a few tears :D
haha, MUST REMEMBER THIS CUTE GIRL (ME) FOREVER
HOR LOL sibei bhb, you better come back to audi soon hor,
my birthday 13 june you should know what to do okay. winks* HAHAHA
your there for me, when i needed someone, and i'll always be there for you,
when you need someone , no matter how busy i am :D im here for you,
im gonna pray for you too :D
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THIS IS FOR MR KRAD,
I KNOW YOU JEALOUS RIGHT DONT ACT LOLOL.
AND PLS DONT DREAM OF ME ALR LAH LOOL I WILL SHY ONE.

MY ANKLE IS FUCKING PAIN , AND IM SCARED IM GONNA SPRAIN IT AGAIN,
FOR THE PASS 3 MONTHS I SPRAIN MY ANKLE 3 TIMES, AND NO NOT GOING TO HAVE A FOURTH TIME ,